Okay, sorry for the long silence (textually), but you can always catch a glimpse of my past weeks via my video blog.
Tonight was really hard, emotionally. I caught myself eating mindlessly, which for me is a sure sign of avoidance. What was I avoiding? God, actually. I felt guilty for not praying more the past few days, and instead of just taking the time to pray, I was turning to distraction. When I realized what I was doing, and once Evelyn got home and asked me how I felt (since I seemed different), I got honest with her and with myself, and we prayed. I think it goes without saying that I felt MUCH better after some heartfelt honesty with God, releasing my fears and pain through much needed tears.
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